| the apartment offer got turned down. so were going up when im 18 in a couple weeks to try again. this whole lease thing has been kind of crazy...but i think its under control now. went to calebs last night. it was nice. lots of driving to do. the whole arrangement seems vastly unfair. but its better for us, im sure. its well worth the half hour in a car to see my love. |
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| mmm lots of stuff. i got into school today. highest entry exam she had seen. ever. genious. found an apartment. its practically a house. 2 bedroom-sunroom-porch-quirky neighbours....im into it. i think we may just fill the entire sunroom up with pillows. if we can get past this lease junk. i really dont want to cosign this stufff. so terribly unnessesary. but i think they are postponing my signature untill im 18....so soon....and only cosigning with andys father. theres no way in hell mine will support me in this. so thats all. |
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| im going to spain saturday. and im moving soon. i cant wait. |
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| im really irritated. ive grown so far away from everyone and to be honest im sort of glad. because in growing apart from everything i was comfortable with i learned alot about myself. it would be rude of me to pinpoint why im irritated. somehow "calling people out" seems a little bit irritating. pointless. its been this way for a long time. i just had to grow out of it to realize exactly what was going on. people i would never listen to are always the ones that were right. and the ones i did listen to were mostly terribly wrong. thank the Lord im almost done with this mess. seriously. august is coming fast and then andy and i will have many new problems to face. but God will work it out. just as he has done our whole existence. oh. faith. |
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